my past

i have just been reading through my diary which i have had for the past 4 years. not long i know. it has all my life in it from then. it is so weird because i am sure i don't remember having all those emotions, the pain, the happiness. my life is more interesting than i thought. when i let a mate read it. they said it was addictive and wouldn't give it back, perosnally i thought it would be the most boring read ever!