so sick

i have had such a shit month. i am scared of going to school because of the grief i get! i don't see why they have to be horrible, it is so stupid. i come home and cry everyday.
i am near breaking point. i can't handle all this anymore. at school i get insults and everything. i come home to tension and arguements. the only place i can go is my girl friend's house.
being with her there is like being in a dream, i actually laugh! properly laugh. it is so easy when i am there. everything seems perfect. no arguments or hate or anything.
i am so glad i have her. without her i probably wouldn't be writing right now, i'd be in a ditch somewhere or something.