cry

i feel like crying a million tears. i feel so alone. i asked myself, what am i worth? what do i do to help my friends? what's the point of me? what do i have that benefits people. if i were to go away, would anyone feel the loss? i just wanna curl up by myself and cry. somebody might find me, and not tell me not to cry but just sit with me and just hold me, without asking quesions or wanting answers. just hold me, until i stop, when i need to. because people only cry because they need to, so it's healthy to let it out. if you don't you just hold in emotions. which is something i do splendidly, hold it in. i wish i could cry.