i am actually stopping self harming now.
actually this time! my girlfriend said that she doesn't like it, it hurts her more than me. so i am actually going try this time because i love her.
skin splits so easily though! how easy it is to just run a blade along it, i don't think many people realise just how easy it is. i am not saying that i want anyone to find out.
it is not a habit i want anyone to develop and one that is not easily broken. but i not gonna let it keep taking me over and i refuse to keep using it as a get away, i have friends and an amazing girlfriend so i don't need to cut myself anymore!
coz if she gonna be upset about it NO WAY am i gonna let happen, coz i would rather stop and sometimes get stress (but it isn't for very long) than have her upset, i couldn't stand that ever.
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