hiya

i am not having the most brillant day. i been realli missin her all day long. on thursday me and her was together properly and everything. it was so great, amazing. but today i like int seen her at all. it hurttttttttttttt. my tummy feels stupid coz i miss her so much.
i just wanna be wit her all the time, her smell and warmth is just like all i need. i duno, i was in my room and where she had been i cud still smell her smell, fantastic smell, and i just wish she was still there. but obviously i know i can't have that. i was laying down last night thinking about her.
this afternoon at lunchtime, i just wanted to be with her, not talk and everything, just know she was there coz i was having a down day. i wanted to miss ICT because i was so tired and upset, i know i shouldn't have and i didn't in the end. that's good. i think. i just do badly wanted to be with her.