Wednesday, July 12, 2006

nothing left in my life

i feel deflated. like everything around me is too unstable, nothing i can rely on. like evrything i had is slowly falling away.
I went through a rough patch, self harm, not eating, not sleeping and i am scared it will happen again because i can feel the same thing beginning.
i hate it, it scares me to death but i become obssessed. it's like being bullied, but i am the one hurting myself.

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