if i look at myself from mid tummy up i can believe i am pretty sometimes. i have alright hair if i style it for ages, and if i layer the make up i can look ok.
but i have a bump for a tummy and a huge butt and massive thighs.
i have done the dieting and exercising, i can do it in the summer, and i got to the weight i wanted but i cant seem to stick to it. i just put it all back on when something goes wrong...
i go to bed everynight wishing i was anorexic. most people might think that is weird but i wish it so badly.
when i am older i will probably have surgery, but will it make me happy? is it actually my body that is making me unhappy or is my own mind that is telling me the wrong things?
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